此生铭记

 铭记两段对话：

I love it. 

I love you too.

~ Patan

I love you.

You like it?

~ Pokhara

新篇章

以此圣诞剧纪念生命新的篇章，祝福你。

静谧的燃烧

谨以此画纪念两年来陪伴自己上班途中的这条小径、风光，和结识两个月的新老朋友

小黄瓜

看完了《挪威的森林》，想说要写些读后感之类的，或者写些心情郁郁什么的，但其实从昨天没开始读之前心情就已经如此了啊...

整本书我印象最深刻的是两段句子和一个情节。第一段是：

死不是以生的对极形式、而是以生的一部分存在着

另外一段则是：

喂！Kizuki，我想。我跟你不一样，我是决定活下去的，而且决定尽我的能力好好活下去

这两段句子会在所有情节与人物都在自己短暂的记忆蒸发了以后，依然会残存下来的东西。

而最深刻的情节, 是医院探病开始啃起小黄瓜，并使催死的伯父开胃也啃小黄瓜那一段。读着读着，我笑了。虽然是简单、不怎么起眼的情节，却隐隐显露了作者说故事的细腻，带出生死交汇处那简单的幸福。

记得你说英文版翻译得很流畅，我很想重读这两段和特别是医院探病啃小黄瓜这一段呢。

生死门

荒废了4年，重游自己的部落格，重读一篇又一篇的文字，感觉陌生又熟悉，熟悉又陌生。

一些经历过的心情，换了剧本，一再上演；一些曾经掠过心中的智慧，却是忘得一干二净。

祈愿把心情剧本淡忘，祈愿智慧常住于心

今夜看了罗生门，感情终究越不过自我、生死之门，什么能越过自我、越过生死呢？

Emotional Blockage

Read the book and watched the movie half way.











 Then I found this book in library:

 

My life path is 30/3 according to the Pythagorean mythical table.

Those on the 30/3 life path are here to work through issues of expression and sensitivity, overcoming self-doubt to express themselves and use their inner gifts to encourage, uplift, and inspire others. Most people come into life to work a mixture of energies, but for 30/3s, their work and destiny are clear and focused. Those working 30/3 have the support of inner gifts, which include highly tuned sensitivity, inner strength, expressiveness, and intuition. All of these resources complement and support one major life theme: emotional expression.

I feel like taking a painting class.

Saturday

Kite's ground

Went back to the old house where we grown up with my sis. This is the playground where we used to play kites. it's so familiar and yet looks different with more trees around now.

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拜五晚上的天，深深的蓝。

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盲人画家

在前往图书馆的巴士上遇见她，那位盲人画家。我上前跟她寒暄，她似乎还记得我。失去灵魂之窗的她，以更加璀璨的生命存在。想到这点，再痛苦的事，也是渺小的。

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Orz. Heart. Pain.

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One of the places

One of the place I want to visit before I die...

with you.

(R)

Listening to "Road Meets The Sky" by The Fauns, appears in my heart.

弦中之音

为了不让难得的假日虚度，那晚决定去听小提琴演奏会。听着时而活泼、时而悲泣的弦音… 我的心却随着那背景不显著的钢琴音，沉静了下来。这时，有点想念Michael Nyman。

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Basic element

While i was running along the beach, I'm having this great anxiety about problems at work in my mind. I let the mind open to the anxiety and at the same time also mindful on my steps.
Then, an understanding come to mind: the anxiety comes from fear, fear of the obstruction to get what i desired. That obstruction again is caused by another fear and another desire, which can be traced up multiple levels till the top of the management, the shareholders... Desire is the basic element that keep the structure running. That's how it works.

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Symphony of little noises (video)

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Symphony of little noises

Tonight's Mono concert marked my third year in Singapore. Two years ago, i was standing in the same spot listening to the humming noises of Mono.

I was first attracted to this band because they created a song inspired by Sadako Sasaki, a little victim of atomic bomb dropped at Hiroshima. During the recording of "Under the pipal tree" in studio, the attacks of September 11th took place. This has impacted Mono's later work with message of war as a senseless act and only bring sufferings.

Eventually, the symphony of little noises subside into the great silence. Eventually, the noises of tiny speck of existence dissolve into the great universe. Keep humming.

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French Stuff

Coming back from france, i started looking for some French movies to watch. I enjoyed both Amelie and Micmacs by Jean-Pierre Jeunet, so i looked up his other works and found this Delicatessen.

It's a dark comedy about the darkside of humanity, and of course, the petite little love that exists amidst it. The little conversation in one scene about how the rich people get social privileges while the poor one need to sacrifice their old mother, reminds me of Daniel, a French friend that I met, who have the similar criticism on the Capitalism social structure.

I'm still feeling lazy to write about my brief trip in france, but watching a French movie brings back a strangely familiar feeling.

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三十而立

那天去阿贝家吃饭，饭后阿贝问说要不要去看阿宝的女儿，我说好阿。结果我们买了一个摇篮电动玩具，就上门拜访阿宝。眼看着当年SSH的大姐在逗着她宝贝玩，还蛮感触的。咱们自由潇洒的大学时光，已悄然逝去。
大姐问，“怎样？三十而立？”我以傻笑回应。
阿贝跟大姐说我要去法国出家了，大姐一脸紧张问道，“真的吗？真的吗？” 我说没有啦。
嗯，谁知道呢？

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手痒

无意中闯进了一个画展，还跟那位画家聊了一下。画家太太问我有画画吗？我告诉她我以前学过。她说看了画，又想动手了吧？
她这么一讲，手开始有点痒起来。

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